I will have to leave this group soon as I am noticeably losing my synesthesia. The colours, sounds, personalities etc are not as vibrant as they used to be and new things do not stimulate stuff in my brain. Soon I think it will be gone, and I think the only reasons I see these colours and such is because I remember them from my associations from before and are therefore more faint. I do not know what is affecting this, possibly depression. But I'm so sad because it was so interesting to have this amazing gift and it will soon be gone. I am also slightly forgetting what synesthesia is/was like.